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ArmyOIF/OEF· Army Green Beret (enlisted 2004 via 18X-ray) · Special Forces (7th Group, Fort Bragg) · Deployed to Afghanistan and Iraq · Trained special forces police in Peru · PTSD and substance abuse survivor · Cybersecurity professional · Shooting instructor · Serial entrepreneur · Expert team builder · Leadership professional · Member of Lone Star Cowboy Church

Joshua Wathen

Taking the Chance to Become a Green Beret

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Why Transcripts Matter

Without this oral history, the path from a 20-year-old's ego to a Green Beret's redemption would stay untold — the 18X-ray program, the lost sergeant paperwork, the Afghanistan and Iraq deployments, the Peru special forces training, the PTSD and substance abuse, and the Lone Star Cowboy Church that brought him back would stay scattered. The human thread: a Special Forces soldier who learned that being of service to those around you is the philosophy that survives both war and the civilian world after.

— Preserved by the One Man One Mic Foundation Oral History Archive

The Story

Before the Army, I tried going to Universal Technical Institute to learn how to work on cars. I still enjoy it, but I wasn't very good at it and didn't want to make it my life's work. I was bouncing around trying to figure out what I wanted to do. One of my high school friends had joined the Army and came back on leave and handed me a packet that said you could try out for Special Forces right off the street. Like any egotistical 20-year-old, I figured I could do that. I went and talked to the recruiter, and four months later I was on a plane going, what did I just do?

I went through the 18X-ray program, signing up for Special Forces right off the bat — nine weeks of basic at Fort Benning, Georgia, then five more weeks of infantry school, then airborne school, then the special operations prep course at Fort Bragg, then selection, then the qualification course, which took anywhere from nine months to two years depending on the job and language. I was assigned to 7th Group at Fort Bragg and deployed.

My first deployment was to Afghanistan, maneuvering through perilous terrain and encountering Taliban forces.

The Resource Playbook

Programs, Clinics & Organizations Mentioned

  • 18X-ray Program — Army Special Forces off-the-street enlistment path · Joshua's route to becoming a Green Beret
  • Fort Benning, Georgia — Basic training (9 weeks) + Infantry school (5 weeks) + Airborne school
  • Fort Bragg (7th Group) — Special operations prep course, selection, qualification course, group assignment
  • Q Course (Special Forces Qualification) — 9 months to 2 years depending on job and language · Joshua graduated as the only SF-qualified specialist (they lost his sergeant paperwork)
  • Afghanistan Deployment — First combat experience · Perilous terrains · Taliban forces
  • Peru — Training special forces police · Cultural adjustment
  • Iraq — Leadership challenges
  • Austin, Texas — Where Joshua moved for college after the military
  • Universal Technical Institute (UTI) — Automotive studies before the Army
  • Lone Star Cowboy Church — The faith community that supported Joshua's redemptive journey from PTSD and substance abuse
  • VetsConnection Podcast — vetsconnectpodcast@gmail.com · YouTube: Vetsconnection Podcast

Tactical Advice for Veterans

  • If you're a Green Beret transitioning, expect the civilian world to not think like a team. Joshua's hardest shift was reconciling the disciplined, team-oriented Green Beret mindset with the individualistic civilian world. If you're struggling with that, you're not broken — the culture shock is real. Find other special operations vets who've made the shift.
  • Manage your expectations — find common ground with people who walked different paths. Joshua's advice for the transition. If you're expecting civilians to operate like a team, you'll be angry every day. Lower the expectation. Find the common ground. Be of service to those around you.
  • If you're battling PTSD and substance abuse, find a faith community. Joshua's redemptive journey came through Lone Star Cowboy Church. If therapy alone isn't enough and you're self-medicating, find a church, a veteran fellowship, or a faith community that will walk with you out of the dark.
  • Tell your story — it's the transformative thing. Joshua's episode is a testament to the transformative power of community and storytelling. If you're carrying combat stories in silence, telling them — on a podcast, to a group, to one person — is how you find the renewed sense of life and purpose.
  • If you're 20 and thinking about Special Forces, know what you're signing. Joshua says he probably should have read the full contract. The 18X-ray program is real, but it's 9 weeks of basic, 5 weeks of infantry school, airborne, prep, selection, and 9 months to 2 years of the Q course before you deploy. Go in with your eyes open.
  • Be quiet, do what you're told, and be of service. The advice Joshua heard in training: just because it says Special Forces doesn't mean you're special. Be humble. Be of service to those around you. That philosophy will carry you further than the tab.

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